The baby's really started kicking, but it's still very subtle right now. I have to sit down and be really still to feel it. I'm sure in no time, though, I'll be having the breath knocked out of me by those forceful thumps! (If this baby's anything like G was, that is.) Growing by leaps and bounds. Got on the scales this morning, and it said I weigh in at 2 more pounds since my last dr's visit, which makes a total of 7 lbs. Still eating everything in sight, and still eating every 2-3 hours. I feel like I'm eating tons more this time around. Suzanne read me a snippet from a magazine this week that said that mothers carrying boys eat 300 more calories daily than mothers with girls. Hm. Don't know if that's science or fiction. Time will tell. The aversions I had in early pregnancy are going away, I think. After two weeks of snacking on nothing but Combos, I didn't want them in my presence at all after that. Now, though, they are yummy aga...
My morning sickness (or rather, most of the day sickness) is beginning to worsen. I am still nowhere near throwing up (thank goodness), but this constant, unending seasickness combined with utter and total exhaustion (which worsens the seasickness) is beginning to take its toll. I feel like a prisoner in my own home. The thought of packing up and going out makes me so tired to think about it that I often have to lie down to rest after that fleeting thought. Not to mention that going out, with all that it entails (exhaust fumes from the cars in front of me, smells that enter my nostrils when I pass restaurants, and the sheer motion of a moving vehicle), makes my stomach turn in and of itself. I have found that my optimistic notion of "I will feel better if I just get out" is not a true one. I know that I am a third of the way through this (Lord willing!), and that gives me hope. I know that I won't always feel tied to my house and have these traveling constraints hold...
So, last night, I had my first little scare with this, my second, pregnancy. (You'd think I'd remember every little detail from the first. Somehow pregnancy hormones have a way of making you forget everything....past memories, your phone number, everything.) I sat down on the couch with a magazine, after a long day of painting and wallpaper stripping. I try to relax every evening after Gardner goes to bed, namely so I can sit still and enjoy the baby's acrobatic skills as he or she dances in my belly. Within minutes, I realized I didn't feel the baby. In fact, if I thought back, I hadn't felt the baby move in three or more hours. I jumped up. "The flashlight!" I placed the MagLite on my abdomen, knowing this always worked when Gardner was slumbering and uncooperative. Nothing. I laid on my left side. My right side. My back. I got on all fours. I still felt not even one tiny nudge from within. Initiate freak-out mode. Ken balanced a fine line ...
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